The Hospital: Day Eight

Monday, July 5

I notice a pattern; Mondays are when people are released, and changes seem more likely to be made.

Rosita was released home. We sang happy birthday to her in Spanish and English. Then a surprise, Tina was released. In the afternoon, we got a new patient – Ariana, in bed no.95. Ariana appears to suffer from dwarfism. She is 34 years old. Felicity was released, and we immediately got a new patient in bed no.97 – Evan. He is very ill and coughing a great deal. Evan had not been vaccinated, but his wife is a dentist and had been vaccinated. He has two sons, who he shared a photo of on his phone.

I asked for a pillow from one of the male attendants who made up the bed for Evan, the new patient. He seems to take great offense, stomps away while pointing to me and shouting ¨Your oxygen is low! ¨ He strips off his PPE when he gets out the sliding doors, and I see him throw his mask into the hallway. He stalks off in a rage. When the nurses came through next, I asked for a pillow, and they got me one. I told them I needed a pillow for my back because of scoliosis.

I returned the pen to the evil twin nurse after telling her I had just found it in the blanket. The look on her face! I thought it was better to return it than for her to find I had it hidden in my bed. I added a string to my memory knots for the night attendant named Marcos on the third pouch. I wanted to remember him because he was always happy and upbeat even though he worked late cleaning the room; he made all patients laugh. He told me he was learning English, knew Portuguese, and took French. He loved learning about science, literature, history, and everything!

In the afternoon, several new people were allowed into the room to provide physical therapy. A therapist showed me exercises I could use while sitting in bed, so my legs do not get stiff. Bela, an amiable nurse, had asked if I wanted to try a therapy she was promoting. You put a mask over your face, and a machine blows bursts of high air pressure into your lungs. It helps expand the lower lungs and reduce inflammation. I told her I would try it. I begin this therapy twice a day while in Salon Tara. So, the entire day was a busy one.

In addition, this was a hectic day for communications. Maria and Carlos called twice. I spoke through the doorway to Dr. Marquez, who asked how I was doing and told me my oxygen level was improving very well. I spoke briefly with Dr. Rico again; she said I was doing well. I got to talk on a video call with Daniel. I made sure to record my communications on my memory knots.

9:00 p.m.: Tonight was very different. Ariana begins twisting, crying, and yelling ¨Alto! Alto!¨ as the patient monitors no.98 and no.99 start beeping and clicking. She cries that she is a good woman. Pedro and Evan begin making groans and grunts, and Aglia stays asleep. After an hour, nurses come in and tie her arms down with strips of a bedsheet. I watched them tear the strips as I pretended to be asleep. All night, Ariana cried, moaned, twisted around in bed, yelled, and called for her mother.

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7/5/21, 7:27 p.m. – Maria: Hi Daniel, I can find out the amounts of electricity and water.

7/5/21, 8:52 p.m. – D: Hi Maria, how are you? I was only able to find the amounts that were paid last month. My estimate for water and electricity is 123,000 for this month. Is there any way that Carlos can find out the exact amount? I have 123,000 cash that I can give Carlos for the invoice.

Daniel‘s notes: Lawyer SB: 7/5/21, 10:13 a.m. – D: Good morning SB,

I hope you are well my friend. I want to tell you that the problems reaching a doctor have resumed. My mother is doing fine, as of yesterday. The nurse tells me to call at the appointed time, and upon calling today, they say to call back at 2 p.m. I have not spoken with a Doctor since July 2, even though the doctor tells me to call a certain times. I will call at 2 p.m. today as instructed, but I forsee asking your assistance for the communication with the hospital. Lastly, if your office can send the invoice to my email, I will make the payment for your services. Thank you for your help.

7/5/21, 12:48 p.m. – LawyerSB: Hi Daniel, I am happy to know things are improving with her. I tried calling the hospital during the weekend with no success so I am also happy to know things resumed

7/5/21, 12:48 p.m. – LawyerSB: You can add me to today’s call

7/5/21, 12:49 p.m. – LawyerSB: another thing, are you still moving with the Appeal for amparo? I just don’t want you to pay for the service if she is being released soon

7/5/21, 12:53 p.m. – D: Thank you for your message. I will add you to todays call at 2 p.m. I am unsure about the amparo appeal as I have no idea about a release date, they have not told me. Lets see how the discussion with the doctor goes today. I hope we are able to reach them. Thank you.

7/5/21, 1:02 p.m. – LawyerSB: Excellent, yes I can join at 2, will be waiting for the call

7/5/21, 2:03 p.m. – LawyerSB: Hi Daniel sorry

7/5/21, 2:03 p.m. – LawyerSB: Didnt hear the phone

7/5/21, 2:03 p.m. – LawyerSB: Can u call me again

7/5/21, 2:08 p.m. – LawyerSB: Call same number ext XXX

7/5/21, 2:08 PM – D: Ok

7/5/21, 2:08 p.m. – LawyerSB: That’s what he said

7/5/21, 2:32 p.m. – LawyerSB: Missed voice call

The Hospital: Day Nine

Tuesday, July 6

Ariana does not eat breakfast. She is kept tied down to the bed the whole day.

Aglia is released today, and we got a new patient for bed no.98. This new patient is an older man from Pavas; I will call him Don Pavas because I did not get his real name. He was not talking at all the first few days; he was diabetic and very ill. He had his sweater, his blanket, and his phone.

Later in the day, we got a new patient for bed no.100, Lupe. She was so ill her face was grey. She knew a little English, and we introduced ourselves. She is about 55 and has a large family she talks to on her phone. We were both very concerned about Ariana. We tried to speak with Ariana to get her to eat during the day. The male attendants and nurses also tried to get her to eat and drink.

9:00 p.m.: Repeat of the night before. The chime of monitor no.100 counts down after we are given our medicine. Lupe was not totally asleep yet and looked up at it and complained about it. Then no.98 and no.99 begin the clicks and beep as everyone is asleep (except me, I try sleeping most of the day to stay up at night). Ariana starts twisting and crying again. Her arms are tied down to the bed. Her cannula slipped off her face. Don Pavas and Evan grunt and moan in tandem with their monitors. Evan says things like ¨yes¨ and ¨nice¨ in a way that leaves me no doubt about the sexual nature of what is happening. This night the nurses and male attendants come in after each cycle. I tied knots to mark off the eight cycles before I fell asleep. I pretend to be asleep when the nurses come in. They change Ariana’s adult diaper and clean her bed. They take her temperature and blood pressure each time.


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6/7/21, 7:19 a.m. – Maria: Hi Daniel.

If he now finds out and tells you.

6/7/21, 10:17 a.m. – D: Good morning Maria, thank you very much.

7/6/21, 12:27 p.m. – Maria: IMG-XXXjpg (file attached)

6/7/21, 12:31 p.m. – Maria: XXXXXXX Mr. Evan Bed 97 has a cell phone and he lends it to your mom.

Mental Health phone you have it, they give you a video call with your mother. Call early and make an appointment.

6/7/21, 12:35 p.m. – D: Ok, thank you very much for this information. I have the money for Mr. Carlos if he wants to receive it after 2 p.m. today.

6/7/21, 12:36 p.m. – Maria: Ok

6/7/21, 12:36 p.m. – Maria: Total 136,598 colones.

6/7/21, 12:37 p.m. – Maria: Receipts will be given to you.

6/7/21, 12:41 p.m. – D: Ok, thank you very much. I have 136,600 in cash

6/7/21, 12:43 p.m. – Maria: Yes, Mr. Carlos goes in the afternoon and does him the favor of going to pay for it.

6/7/21, 12:46 p.m. – D: Yes, I will have the payment to deliver to Mr. Carlos this afternoon. No problem.

Daniel’s notes: Lawyer SB: 7/6/21, 2:07 p.m. – D: Ok SB, I just wanted to say, based to the video call arrangement, I dont think we will need the hospital patients involvement moving forward. We will see how tomorrow goes, talk to you later my friend. Thank you.

7/6/21, 4:12 p.m. – LawyerSB: Hi Daniel, sorry I didn’t take your call just entered the other call and just finished 😮

7/6/21, 4:12 p.m. – LawyerSB: I agree with you

7/6/21, 4:12 p.m. – LawyerSB: This Marquez Doctor is very nice

7/6/21, 4:14 p.m. – D: Yes my friend, I am glad and very appreciative.

The Hospital: Day Ten

Wednesday, July 7

Ariana’s condition is deteriorating. She looks gravely pale and is not eating or responding. I discuss with Lupe and Evan what is happening with Ariana, and they say they have noticed the same things. I try to explain what I see happening at night. We are concerned about Ariana being tied to the bed.

The day is dull; I sleep most of the day. Sleep, bed cleaning, oxygen mask therapy, blood pressure and temperature readings, Heparina shots, and meals take up some monotony. I practice leg stretches and review my memory knots.

Bela, the oxygen mask therapist, is thrilled with my progress. This therapy works to expand lung capacity. I told Bela that some strange things are happening in the hospital. She states very clearly to me not to look too deeply into things. Only focus on getting well and getting out. She says this several times. I feel she is trying to send me a message covertly.

Observations: The view out the window is very still. Almost like it is a painting. The way the windows are situated makes it very difficult to know what time it is. Sometimes I can see a small plane fly across the far sky or a flock of parrots flap past the windows. In the distance, I see the top of two towers from my bed.

Sounds: Construction sounds are coming from below our floor. It sounds like they are building more rooms or expanding the building somehow. At night there are the sounds of laughter from staff, like they are having a party nearby.

On this day, I noticed that the patient monitors became active earlier in the evening, even before we were given our medication. My impression is that the monitors, or whoever or whatever operates the monitors, are having too much fun abusing Ariana and are getting greedy. I also noticed that the nurses and the attendants are more tired and less happy.

I explained to Daniel in our last call the difference between what happens during the day and at night. In the daytime, there is a semblance of professionalism (well, the evil twins keep grabbing up my water on my tray or trying to take my memory knots from my wrist). At night there is a switch in staff; they are younger and less professional. I feel as if all of the adults have left the building.

The TV is on only for a few hours in the evening, and everyone is now watching the soccer game: It is a huge event. I find it strange that I am in a COVID-19 hospital room, and everyone is watching soccer games. The soccer game occupies the early evenings for the rest of my time in Salon Tara.

9:00 p.m.: Repeat of the night before. On this night, I begin to get angry. It is sickening to witness someone being abused each night. Halfway through the night, I decide to ¨glitch¨ and participate in a sequence of the program. I begin looking at the next one, Texas Steakhouse Massacre, but decide to skip it, and I fall all the way to sleep. I wake up bathed in sweat. Even after taking the Florodon, I notice I can control my participation and awake times now at will.


Daniel’s notes: Lawyer SB:

 7/7/21, 12:26 p.m. – D: Hi SB, I hope you are well. I wanted to tell you that Dr Marquez called me this morning and told me my mother continues to improve. He also explained that the video call arrangement is to be determined today, as they dont have a designated time. I will remain attentive for this call. That being said, I dont forsee us receiving any more information if we call at 1–2 p.m. today, so lets proceed with the call tomorrow.

7/7/21, 12:28 p.m. – D: Lastly, in regards to the property purchase, I am reviewing the due diligence report today, and I am sure to have questions for Mr DA who we are working with at your firm. I am not sure if you have communicated my mothers condition to him. I plan on calling him after my complete review of the report. Thank you my friend.

7/7/21, 12:29 p.m. – LawyerSB: Hi Daniel, OK understood, hope she gets through this soon. Let me know how it goes today anyways

7/7/21, 12:30 p.m. – LawyerSB: Yes DA is aware, he doesn’t have details, but he knows she is at the hospital with COVID.

7/7/21, 12:30 p.m. – LawyerSB: I did not share more details

7/7/21, 12:38 p.m. – D: Ok, many thanks. My plan is to simply communicate the business with the house moving forward. I appreciate it.

7/7/21, 12:49 p.m. – LawyerSB: that is fine, let me know if you need any help with the team

7/7/21, 6:39 p.m. – D: Thank you.

No luck on the video call today. We will try again tomorrow with the 1 p.m. call and request a call.

The Hospital: Day Eleven

Thursday, July 8

Dr. Marquez has stuck his head through the door several times this week and told me how well I am doing. When I am awake, I practice the leg stretches, practice with the lung exerciser, eat all the food, take all of the medicines, and brush my teeth after every meal.

I have a video call from Maria, and I remind her not to worry and take care of her own family. I decided that I did not want her to call anymore; it is not helpful. I give her a coded message to pass on to Daniel.

On this day, I was wheeled down to radiology for a lung x-ray. Several times, attendants have wheeled in a large mobile x-ray unit and taken x-rays of all patients inside the room while in bed. However, since I am better and can sit in a wheelchair (for the same reasons, this is the first time a nurse helped me shower in the bathroom), I get wheeled to the radiology lab.

The hospital is like a complete maze, and the inner COVID-19 section is like a fortress in the center. It was interesting to see the area where the food is made, the repair on equipment is done, and the lines of people all wearing masks awaiting their turn at service windows. Notably, there were no sounds of chimes nor strange conversations, and people acting weird. Everything outside of the emergency COVID-19 section appears normal. It was wonderful to breathe fresh air and see some sunshine, even for a few minutes. There was a sunny center courtyard with tall palm trees and colorful flowers. I wistfully thought how much better I would feel if I could sit out under the bright blue sky for awhile. I contemplate jumping out of the wheelchair and making an escape. But how? I have no outside contacts, no phone to plan with, and no idea where the main exits are.

While being wheeled to radiology, I begged the nurse who transported me to call my son. I give her the number, and she promises to call him. Her name is Grace, and she treats me very nicely; I think I can trust her. She noticed she could not get a signal and walked down the hall to connect. At this point, Daniel’s phone number shows up as totally blocked. It seems that we cannot call his number from anywhere in the hospital.

9:00 pm: Tonight, after witnessing the total surrender of Ariana – she no longer protests or cries through the sequences – I decide that I will discuss with the others what we must do to stop this abuse.

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8/7/21, 3:20 PM – Maria: Hi Daniel I talked to your mom today and she’s doing great. Soon she leaves the hospital. She told me to call you the red cat.

8/7/21, 3:48 PM – D: Thank you very much for arranging communication with Mr. Evan. I appreciate it a lot. My previous explanation was that the hospital did not allow the best communication with Renee. I appreciate your help from my heart.

Daniel´s notes: Lawyer SB: 7/8/21, 3:18 PM – D: <Media omitted>

7/8/21, 3:21 PM – D: <Media omitted>

7/8/21, 3:43 PM – D: <Media omitted>

The Hospital: Day Twelve

Friday, July 9

Ariana is absolutely out of it and does not respond to anyone all day. She only lays in bed and sleeps. She does not eat even when attendants and nurses try to get her to. I discussed with Evan and Lupe how we could stay up and make the patient monitors unable to work. I promise Evan that I will wake him up if he falls asleep and begins to participate. Lupe says she will try and stay awake.

Another boring day. Everyone states how well I am going. I tell Evan and Lupe that they will get out sooner because the doctor does not like me after the first day’s phone incident. They say, no, I will get out; stay positive. I thank them for their encouragement; however, I sense that this whole situation is focused on me. It has to do with how I am treated and not allowed a phone, paper, pens, or personal belongings. All I have in the bedside drawer is a plastic bag containing a toothbrush, toothpaste, and soap bar.

I was given a smaller cannula that attaches to the main oxygen outlet above the bed and can now move more freely to see my patient’s monitor. I also can reach my patient drawer easier. Because I can sit on the edge of the bed, I ask for compression socks for my legs.

I got a video call with Daniel at 9:00 am. I use coded sentences to convey to him that nasty stuff is happening here.

I continue to review my memory knots. I now add a memory house to my coping arsenal in my mind. I create a room for just me. This is important because maybe the drugs they are giving me or the electronic hypnotic program will mess around with my mind, and I need to keep it safe. I also create a room for the Salon Tara so that I can remember all that occurs here. Counting the days backward and remembering the day and date is getting easier. It is so easy here to lose my sense of time. The light from the windows is not helpful. There are whole hours that I dose off. I want to go home.

The chatter (I will call it chatter; the auditory hallucinations) is only between Pedro and Don Pavas. Lupe and Evan do not participate in it. The two men talk about how my house is gone. Or they discuss how my son has taken all of the money. Or how the chickens are dead. I now recognize this chatter as a program to discourage and depress me. I remind myself that all chatter is lies.

As this Friday ends, I realize I am cursed with another week in this hospital. Saturday and Sunday, no doctors are around, and no one gets released on these days.

9:00 pm: I did not take the Florodon and stayed up all night. I sit up in bed. I sing. I curse. I shout at the monitors that they are sick and they are conducting a sick experiment. Several times during the night, the patient monitor tries to countdown and connect but can’t because I am sitting up in bed, and I also disconnect from the pulse finger monitor. Several times during the night, a nurse will come by the glass sliding doors and look in. Sometimes they signal for me to go to sleep. I found it very funny to mess up their sick experiment. At one point, I had to wake Evan up by banging on the nearby tray table because his monitor managed to connect, and he began to moan. The monitors never fully connected, and Ariana could sleep peacefully for the night. No nurses came in to check on her during the night. I stay awake till 4:30 am.

Daniel´s notes: Lawyer SB:

7/9/21, 2:47 PM – D: <Media omitted>

7/9/21, 5:29 PM – LawyerSB: Wooo this is amazing man! I am pretty sure they will release them at any moment

7/9/21, 5:29 PM – LawyerSB: You will see

7/9/21, 5:29 PM – LawyerSB: I am so happy for this news

7/9/21, 5:37 PM – D: Thank you my friend. I am happy and hope for a release soon.

7/9/21, 5:41 PM – LawyerSB: 💪🏼

The Hospital: Day Thirteen

Saturday, July 10

Ariana ate her breakfast. Evan and Lupe give each other a thumbs up. We know we did the correct thing. We stopped whatever they were doing to Ariana, and we felt victorious.

However: the repercussions were immediate.

First, Evan, Lupe, and I all fell asleep – we were exhausted – was something put in the morning coffee? When we fell asleep, the nurses got colored pencils, crayons, and paper for Ariana and arranged a video conference with her mother. When we woke up hours later, several nurses happily chatted and showed the mom a cleaned-up and happier Ariana with her drawings of flowers on the video conference. It was surreal like the previous days had never happened. This celebration was indeed some performance.

Second: Don Pavas was transferred out. No warning. He was sent to a nursing home near his house.

Third: Pedro was transferred out. They gave him his bag of new clothes, and he was transferred home after an hour.

Fourth: There were now two empty beds, and they raised them so Lupe could not see the T.V. or the windows.

Then, several nurses showed up with a wheelchair without any preparation or warning – they wheeled me out to another room. I am moved to Salon Bolio, bed no.165.

In the new room, I could have a video call with Daniel at 9:26 am, and we discussed my release because the new room was a recuperation room – it looked like I was due to be released – I no longer had COVID-19. I tell him about the release procedures I have seen. I tell him that it is crucial to have the proper clothing, or they will not release me. There are all sorts of obstacles in place. I mention the book One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest and Kafka’s The Castle.

In my heart, I knew they were not releasing me. Paranoid? No, All other patients who were released were released after getting their bags of clean, new clothes, and they were released to their families to go home. The only patient I saw who was not released this way was Jose, who was so ill that I knew they were taking him to another room for severe cases.

The Recuperation Room: Salon Bolio

When I arrived, and after I had a video call with Daniel, I just sat on the edge of the bed and did not move. I observed my surroundings and the patients in the room. I felt this was a new challenge and punishment. The monitors were silent. No chimes. There was an older man in bed no.161. A man named Torino was in bed no.162, talking into his phone very quietly. A middle-aged woman was in bed no.163. There was no one in bed, no.164. There was no bed in the space next to me that would be for bed no.166.

I make a huge mistake. A nurse is filling out a form about me and wants to know my religion. I say I am an academic and have no belief. She glares at me and very loudly asks if I believe in God. Oops! I am so tired; I say – not really.

Observations: More relaxed. The sliding glass doors were kept open. I could see nurses and doctors walking by. The room is exactly like Salon Tara. Looking out the window, I could see I was now on a lower floor and more to the west of the towers. The patient monitors were not making chimes, beeps, clicks, or random light flickering.

I walk to the bathroom and use the toilet for the first time. I do not want to appear too strong, but I need to improve to get released. I know I am in the middle of a strategy game or program and want to win.

The older man is moved out of the room by the afternoon. The middle-aged woman was released home by evening. I was able to sleep peacefully without any monitor chimes or programs. A total relief! I feel that maybe the craziness has passed.

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10/7/21, 3:50 PM – D: Good afternoon Maria, how are you? Hope all is well. The doctors tell me that my mother has recovered from the virus. My mom has been transferred to the recovery room. My mom has shown great improvement and I think release to the house will happen soon.

10/7/21, 4:00 PM – Maria: Yes, I think maybe Monday.

There are 2 ways I can transport you here by ambulance. The Dr will tell you. Or go to pick her up and bring her clothes and bring them by car.

Mr. Carlos says that he and I can go pick it up because you don’t know where it is.

Place where you pick up is at the emergency entrance. There is a guard and you tell him your mother’s name and you go in with your clothes and she gets there, changes and leaves with you.


Breeches blouse pants stockings sweater a comb.ect.

10/7/21, 4:01 PM – Maria: From the Hospital.

10/7/21, 4:08 PM – D: Ok Maria, thanks for the information. I’ll get ready to go to the hospital on Monday. Based on what the doctors say. Thanks a lot. If I cannot organize a trip through Nico, I will kindly ask for your help. Once we know more information, I’ll be in touch.

10/7/21, 4:08 PM – D: Yes of course

10/7/21, 4:33 PM – Maria: Generally they start or say around 9am and they leave much later.

10/7/21, 4:34 PM – D: Ahh, ok of course. Thanks a lot

Daniel´s notes: Lawyer SB:

7/10/21, 12:44 PM – D: Hello SB, I hope you are well my friend. I spoke with my mother this morning and she is very well. She continues to improve. She tells me the Doctors like to check the patients on Mondays for release so we may have more information soon. As the call today was good, I dont think a call to the doctor is necessary today. Tomorrow afternoon I will call. Thanks and have a great day.

7/10/21, 12:49 PM – LawyerSB: Excellent Daniel!

7/10/21, 12:50 PM – LawyerSB: Thanks for the heads up

7/10/21, 12:57 PM – D: 👍🏽

The Hospital: Day Fourteen

Sunday, July 11

Everything changes in this room today.

A man that immediately looks like the military is moved to bed no.161. A man identified as Torino’s cousin is moved to bed no.164. I now do not feel comfortable because I am the only woman in the room.

I notice on this second day that Torino is constantly on his phone. He appears to be having a conversation with someone. I hear him getting all sorts of information. He begins talking with the new guy – I will call – him the Argentinian because he said he was in the Argentine air force. Torino knows all about my house, my bank, my art, my education – everything. He appears to be a master at getting information about everyone because he even has information about the Argentinian. Apparently, the Argentinian was arrested for sexually molesting his 9-year-old stepdaughter. Torino’s cousin has nude pictures of underage boys on his phone, and Torino tells him that it is illegal and that he must delete them pronto.

As the day wore on, I heard the nurses and attendants talking in the hallway reception desk. They are discussing how Daniel is trying to call. They laugh at how they do not let the call come in. More ¨chatter¨ that I do not let bother me, but I am aware this is a repeat of what happened in Salon Tara!

All food and medicine schedules are the same here. I wonder about my medications. If I do not have COVID-19, why are my medications the same? I begin to worry about this new situation.

How do I explain what happens next?

COVID Alert Night

The day had begun calmly. I tried talking to the new patients. The Argentinian speaks perfect English but sometimes acts like he can’t. Torino pretends like he cannot understand or speak English; however, I hear him sometimes talk in English to the Argentinian and his cousin. He made it plain when I tried to speak that he does not want me to talk. I feel like I am outnumbered by these men and have been put in my place. Torino’s cousin cannot speak English. He likes to lay in bed talking on his phone all day. He acts like he is on an extended vacation.

8:00 pm: The nurses come in with our night medications as the evening wears on. The Argentinian has been playing a game app, and Torino is talking on his phone quietly. The cousin is playing a game on his phone.

The evening staff begins their shift. A nurse, a receptionist, a supervisor in an office, and four male attendants are now on duty. The nurse (I will call her J.) begins complaining about me. She talks to the other attendants about how she can fake that I attack her, and then she can sue me for the $240,000. I hear her knock a few things off a desk. Her talk becomes raving as she works herself into a frenzy. She begins knocking over furniture and throwing objects against walls. I hear her ask one of the attendants to hit her in the face. J. has to ask him twice because the first slap was not hard enough. The other nurses act alarmed because one says a magistrate is coming. I hear the magistrate tell J. to calm down and that he will cover for her this time, but she must not draw so much attention. J. tells him about the money they can get for the program if her brilliant plan succeeds.

The Argentinian decides he wants to take a shower around 9:30 pm. He goes inside the bathroom, and I hear him making a lot of noise showering. He dries off, then begins to come out but goes back inside and repeats everything. Torino says something to his cousin about checking the Argentinian. The Argentinian says he wants to shower; it feels good. He repeats it. An attendant notices the cousin up and asks what is going on. He goes into the bathroom and tries to tell the Argentinian to come out. I am awake and see all of this strange behavior.

Meanwhile, Torino continues to talk into his phone; it is like he is reporting what is happening, and J. is throwing around furniture in the reception area.

The magistrate leaves, and I hear the nurses in the office begin talking strangely as if they are all repeating themselves and in sync with one another. I cannot understand what they are saying, but they sound increasingly hysterical. Then, a loud alarm begins blaring, and the lighting switches to emergency lighting. A loud announcement ¨COVID ALERT¨ starts going off. Torino makes a sign to me to cover my head with my sheet. His cousin covers his head. Torino lays on his side and covers his head. The Argentinian is still in the shower taking a shower over and over again, with the attendant still trying to get him to stop.

I cower under my sheet. I hear the nurses and attendants begin banging and throwing objects around in the office. I listen to things being broken. I can see their shadows through the sheets. I hear some come into the room near my bed. But because the sheet covers me, it is like they cannot see me.

They sound like they are all going through a mental breakdown. The staff is panting, running in the hallway, howling, and laughing – then – they begin having sex in the hallway. I hear the clothes come off and the sounds of skin slapping skin. I listen to them grunting, panting, and laughing. Torino is still talking into his phone as the Argentinian finally emerges from the shower. He is panting and tells Torino he feels powerful. He actually roars and then begins to watch the nurses and attendants. Torino tells him that what is happening is all about the stress from COVID. First, the people get restless and angry, then they have sex, and it is good because it improves their oxygen levels, and they cannot get COVID. The Argentinian joins the orgy with J. and four other male attendants while Torino describes everything happening on his phone. The alarm is still blaring, and the dim red emergency lighting is on. I hear banging and shouting coming from below. I hear something crashing into a wall.

A group of female nurses enters the hallway, and they are oohing and awing over something in one of the nurse´s arms that is making little mechanical baby noises. They keep talking about its eye and how it needs good eyes. They then go into the staff office behind the reception area. I can peek out the side of my bed and see the hallway and the front of the room reflected in the windows on the opposite wall. In the reflection, I see a nurse enter and stand looking at the beds, including mine, then walk out. She appears exhausted.

Afterward, there is a celebration. The nurses talk in their now strange repeating sentences that they have taken over the building. They are successful at making a reproducing A.I. system. This celebration continues for the entire night, and I hear distant shouting, metal crashing, and glass breaking throughout the hospital.

I think I am going to die. I shake from fear; my entire body shakes as I grasp onto the sheet to stay over my head. I urinate in bed. My arms are numb from holding onto the sheet, and my legs are numb from lying in the same position.

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11/7/21, 2:55 PM – Maria: Hi Daniel, what do you know about your mom?

11/7/21, 3:00 PM – D: Hi Maria, HOW ARE YOU? Talk to the hospital attendant and they say that my mom is fine today.

11/7/21, 3:34 PM – D: Please let me know if this answered your question. I want to make sure the translation is okay. Thanks Maria.

11/7/21, 4:18 PM – Maria: Yes of course.

11/7/21, 4:20 PM – Maria: I hope they release her tomorrow. I have her documents, the green card and the insurance.

11/7/21, 4:23 PM – D: Yes, me too. I speak to the Doctor at 7:00 in the morning to receive news. Ok, this is great. I also have a copy of both .👍🏼

The Hospital: Day Fifteen

Monday, July 12

I hear the alarm finally stop, and then the lights come on. In the morning, three nurses come in; it is 4:30 am. The nurses look hyper-happy and laugh as they clean the beds and tend to the patients. They look like they have partied all night. As they work, they talk about how strong the women are and how no one can stop what is happening. They say that soldiers are trying to break into the hospital, but the hospital has machines to keep them out and a second line of defense further away to resist any attack.

As I listen to them discussing their triumph over *rattos*, I realize I had better get rid of the memory knots. They might think it is sorcery or anti-religious. As a nurse picks up things from my tray table, I casually give her the memory knots (wet with urine from my bed) and say, oh, this also. She takes it and dumps it in the biohazard. Torina witnesses this and tries to intervene, but she ignores him. Why is Torino so interested in my memory knots? Was he making another plot? The same nurse goes to get a paper towel, and as she realizes there are no more paper towels, she stands there frozen for 5 minutes, like she cannot decide what to do next.

When the nurses leave, Torino tells the Argentinian to act as if nothing happened. I wonder what happened outside the hospital. Was this event of people going crazy something that only occurred here in the hospital? Torino says we must be very cheerful and thank the hospital staff for everything, or they will switch to crazy again. The attendants who take out the dirty linens and biohazard trash come by and act like they are still angry, tossing things into bags and savagely shoving the items they remove out into the hallway.

I am still shaking, but when the doctor comes by and asks how I am – I say I am fine and smile.

The food that comes by today is not of good quality and is cold. The oxygen is not coming out of the wall outlet. When the doctor comes by, and I say there is no oxygen, he tells me that there is – I see it is not and begin to say something, but Torino shakes his head for me to stop – the doctor says to keep the cannula on. After the terrifying night, I could read that my oxygen level had decreased on the monitor to 82.

Afternoon: A new patient bed is put next to me, and it is a man from China – intubated. He has a special bed and a large machine. I cannot see him because of all the equipment – only his legs and I can hear his voice when he talks to the nurses after they remove the tube; he speaks perfect English. I hear the nurses remove the tube several times over the next few days. And the disgusting abuse! Everyone makes it plain that they do not like this Chinese man. Why was an intubated patient put into the recovery room next to me? Another attempt to scare me?

The Argentinian and Torino are plotting to blow up the room. They talk the cousin into actually doing the plot of lighting something on fire next to an opened oxygen tank. I am not included in their little scheme. During the evening, before our night medicine was dispensed, Torino got a nurse (apparently a friend of his) to give him an extra bottle of alcohol, and his cousin got some bits of paper to light. Torino’s cousin pulled one of the oxygen tanks in the room into the bathroom.

I just watched them. Were they going to set the room on fire? I had already lived through an event where I thought I would die; I could not be scared any worse.

9:00 pm;

The night staff begins loudly playing canasta in the reception room. J. began calling all of the night staff to join in.

I take medicine the nurse gives me and ¨glitch¨ into a program I call the 1000 Deaths. What is different is that the Argentinian and Torino and his cousin are in the scenario. In the scenario, they locate the tombs of famous rebels and revolutionaries and choke me to death over the graves. I experienced being choked to death countless times before I woke up at 4:30 am exhausted and drenched in sweat.

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12/7/21, 12:49 PM – Maria: What do you know about Renee?

12/7/21, 12:53 PM – D: Hi Maria. How are you? I spoke to the nurse this morning and Renee is fine. I speak with the Doctor this afternoon to receive the update.

12/7/21, 12:54 PM – Maria: Ok, if there is no problem, tell me.

12/7/21, 12:55 PM – D: Yes, absolutely

12/7/21, 1:45 PM – D: I spoke with the doctor and he tells me that my mother is fine and that my mother is improving. He says my mother will likely be released before the weekend.

12/7/21, 1:47 PM – Maria: Good, they make sure it comes out well cured.

12/7/21, 1:47 PM – Maria: Thank you.

12/7/21, 1:48 PM – D: Yes, okay, no problem

Daniel´s notes: Lawyer SB:

7/12/21, 1:41 PM – D: <Media omitted>

7/12/21, 1:46 PM – LawyerSB: Thank you man! Crossing fingers with your mom

7/12/21, 1:46 PM – LawyerSB: And yes keep us updated

7/12/21, 1:47 PM – LawyerSB: I’ll remain attentive

7/12/21, 1:48 PM – D: 👍🏽

The Hospital: Day Sixteen

Tuesday, July 13

Today there is a more obvious decline in food, medicines, and care.

The Argentinian mentions that their reports are not making sense when the doctors and nurses do their rounds. I laugh at this because all I hear when they come around is each patient’s personal information. These reports are not even legitimate medical updates. I am described as a *ratto*, and the Argentinian is a pervert. Today I conclude that this program tries to undermine confidence, scare people into hysteria, and create high anxiety levels.

We are out of paper towels, there is only a tiny amount of toilet paper, and no oxygen is coming through our cannulas. What happens if we run out of food and the nurses begin to give us the wrong medicines? Things are put out there for you to see so that your thinking goes negative and anxious. I plan what I might do to escape if things worsen.

9:00 am video call with Daniel. Earlier I had overheard the nurses and the receptionist discuss how to play a trick on Daniel. They had found an attendant who looked like him and they had recorded a fake conversation with me. When I got the video call, I recognized that it was not Daniel I was speaking to because the shirt was not a shirt I had seen before and because he just kept repeating the same thing over and over. The video was a looping clip. I try and tell him in code how dire my situation is. I am worried for him. If they are doing this to me, are they harming him at the house? But Daniel in the video kept repeating, ¨I am fine, how are you?¨

**Note: Later, Daniel told me that he wore a mask the whole time he made the video because he was in the hospital at the time and he said I looked sedated.

During today’s rounds, I asked the head doctor when I would be released to go home. He says depending on the oxygen level, I should be able to go home by Thursday. Then he adds something strange

¨after we clean you up. ¨ ENG

Observations: I can routinely walk to the bathroom and shower. I take time to look out the window. The view looks unreal; I cannot see a single person or car moving out there. I see only the rooftops and the far towers. The sun seems to always be in an indeterminate position. In Salon Bolio, I can now see the date and time on the bottom of my patient monitor. I also begin saving the labels off my food carton that lists the mealtime; because I do not have my memory knots, it is hard to keep track of events and times.

Sounds: It is evident to me how much this is an opp. The same plane flies in the same direction in the sky. The same ambulance siren is heard outside the window for the same length of time twice a day. The same banging sounds of heavy items falling on the floor above us are heard every evening. The sounds are recorded playbacks.

We get a new patient in bed no.163. He is a judge and has cancer. He has not recovered from COVID, but they have him here to recuperate. He is not hooked to any monitor, and I do not think they even give him the same medications we get. He is overweight and diabetic also. He hears everything that is said the same as I do. After half a day of listening to the nurses in the hallway laughing at how they circumvent Daniel’s phone calls – and the Argentinian, Torino, and the cousin plotting to use my body as the fuel for their fire along with the oxygen; the judge begins sobbing to a nurse how someone has to stop this plotting. He tells the nurse what he has heard, and she cuts him off and tells him to stop talking nonsense. He says he does not understand what is going on in this place.

I am learning to ignore all chatter; I know it is not real.

I decide to say as little as possible. I look at every event as a twist in a plot to keep me in the hospital. I put my trust in Daniel, doing everything he can to hurry and get me out.

The theme today seems to be about trials. The talk in the reception desk area is that Daniel has a lawyer, and they are both trying to get me released. There is a plan to make Daniel pay the entire $240,000.00 into an account, and then he has to agree to be in a video where he explains how his mother molested the Argentinian. I listen as they build this plot. They need to film the molestation, though. A woman from the U.S. Embassy called to find out why I was not released. The reception area is getting nervous.

A male attendant comes and says I need a shower. I go along with it because I am determined not to cause them to think I am crazy. Through their gestures and body language, I realize that this is just a way to get me out of the room – that they are going to do something to my bed, even though the female attendants make a big show like they are only changing the sheets. This attendant takes a long time talking to me. He had initially said that he did not speak English. I had even given him the nickname – No English – but suddenly, he is excellent at speaking English and says he loves the history of the Civil Rights Movement. We are in the shower area for almost an hour discussing Martin Luther King. When I got back to my bed, I immediately noticed that they had switched out the end panel of the hospital bed for one with a tiny camera lens. I laugh, and while no one is looking, I take a wet piece of paper towel and paste it over the lens.

I witness Torino putting something in the judge’s bed while asleep. He also puts something from his drawer onto the judge´s pillow. Then, when the nurse comes in, he claims that the judge was the one who tried to steal his stuff and that the judge has matches hidden in his bed.

An official-looking man comes into the room with a rolling laptop cart and two other attendants. They stand by Torino´s cousin’s bed and declare Torino´s cousin guilty of trying to set a fire in the bathroom. The cousin looks stunned and Torino tries to intervene to no avail. The cousin will be sentenced when he is released from the hospital.

The next plot involves putting something in my food to cause diarrhea. In the salons, it is customary for the ablest patient to help distribute the food. To be in a hospital room with people that might have a disease and distribute the food seemed dumb to me. I went along because I was not trying to draw too much attention to myself negatively. The Argentinian is the one who can walk well, so he helps pass out everyone’s food. However, this time Torino asks his cousin to do it. I correctly decided not to drink my coffee; I did not eat my food. I mixed up the food to make it look like I had eaten it and poured the coffee inside the food carton. The meal attendants were so tired; they did not question it when they collected the mess.

The nurses in the reception area are in total meltdown because they cannot see anything on camera from my bed. They cannot figure it out. I see today how juvenile people are acting. Their plots are all childish and haphazard. Nothing seems actually to work out. It is truly all a farce.

The doctor comes by in the afternoon and looks at the patient monitor. It is at 84; it read earlier in the day – 95. He says – your oxygen level is low. Then, when he comes by with the daily updates with the head doctor and nurses, he says I am making significant progress. It is like being in the story Alice in Wonderland.

9:00 pm: I do not want to go to sleep. I have to sleep with the sheet over me at night because the night staff goes crazy, roams the hallways, and the rooms banging on stuff and threatening to do things. For example, they pour liquid on the floor and talk about gasoline and how they will create a fire. I know it is not gasoline but water; there is no smell. Then they have sex in the office behind the reception area. Because I am trying to breathe under the sheet all night, my oxygen level is affected. I worry about the Argentinian and the others and what they might do while I am asleep. I decide to ¨glitch¨ into a scenario; it seems the safest option.

The Trial

The Argentinian, Torino, and the cousin have now begun to talk about having sex with me. They speak graphically about everything they want to do and how I need to be controlled. I stated out loud to them that I would not participate in anything. That I will not be responsible for my actions if they even try. The judge is openly weeping. I tell them I will die first. To prove it, I declare that I want to go home, or I will die right now. I laid down flat in my bed and willed my breathing to go to almost nothing. I urinated in bed. They were furious.

Then there was a loud commotion in the hallway. Daniel and the lawyer had apparently arrived to make a deal for my release. The head nurse (she had red hair and always wore a white nurse’s jacket) was excited and in charge. She called for someone to bring up the video camera and extra lights. They conducted this interview down the hallway. I continued to play dead. Then someone said that the magistrate needed to approve this action, but he needed me to be present. I felt the nurses move my bed around. I thought I could hear Daniel calling my name.

I awoke in my wet and stinking bed, alive. And it was as if nothing had even occurred. Except a nurse came in and congratulated the Argentinian on his newfound wealth. Money was being transferred into his account from Daniel. Everyone was going to get some.

My firm conclusion from this night: There were all sorts of childish and improbable plots, but nothing ever came to fruition. The reason was that this was a psychological operation that depended on the fear generated by auditory hallucinations. The hallucinations were augmented by the medication Florodon and the patient monitors. All I needed to do to stop the scenarios was to take the sheet off my head and sit up. COVID patients were the perfect experimental subjects because our access to external communications could be totally controlled.

About the language: inside the program scenarios, the languages spoken are English and Spanish. The conversations I overhear when I am awake are in Spanish.

Daniel´s notes: Lawyer SB:

7/13/21, 10:20 AM – D: <Media omitted>

7/13/21, 11:07 AM – LawyerSB: Thank you Daniel! She’ll be fine the worst has happened and she is a strong lady

7/13/21, 11:19 AM – D: <Media omitted>

7/13/21, 11:43 AM – LawyerSB: Let me touch base with the team, will let you know

7/13/21, 11:44 AM – D: Ok great, thank you

7/13/21, 2:33 PM – D: <Media omitted>

7/13/21, 4:44 PM – LawyerSB: Hi Daniel, can I call you around 5:30?

7/13/21, 4:46 PM – D: Yes, that is perfect SB. Thank you.

The Hospital: Day Seventeen

Wednesday, July 14

I decided today that I need to tell the doctor I do not feel safe in this room where I am the only woman. I cannot go on sleeping under a sheet in fear every night. My oxygen level, which had been rising, is going down. I am feeling desperate to hurry and be released from here.

I see the doctor when he makes his morning rounds. I tell him I cannot sleep in this room with all-male patients; I do not feel safe. He assures me that everything is fine, that the door stays open at night, and no one will harm me. I show him my hands, which are still shaking from the COVID alarm night. I told him I was very nervous and scared. He tells me he will see what he can do.

Later that day, the doctor told me he could put my bed in the next room of people; more women were there. He says there is a shortage of rooms and he cannot give me my own room. I thought his answer was strange because I did not ask for my own room. He shows me an email on his phone from Daniel. He says that Daniel asked me to be moved because I ¨am uncomfortable in a room with all men¨. I read the email. (important note: Daniel later reported never sending this email).

Around 5:00 pm, the attendants move my bed to the room next door. As I am being moved, I see some attendants moving a new patient into Salon Bolio- another man.

The new room (I did not know the name – I will call it Room A) was filled with people who looked near death. I found out from the evening doctor rounds that this is the ¨international¨ room¨.

I could not see the bed numbers, so I will use the same corresponding numbers from Salon Bolio:

No.164 me

No.165 Samoan woman: she was about 40 and spent most of her time under the sheets talking to her husband on her phone. She was terrified, and though she did not know a lot of English, I gathered from her communication that all of the patients there were afraid after ¨glitch night¨. They were all day and night being used sexually by the monitors. There was no rest.

No.166 Ethiopian woman: she was around 50 years old and spent her time on her stomach moaning and groaning. I only saw her when the nurses cleaned the patients and beds.

No.161: Samoan man: He had a horrible skin condition; large white patches were on his hands, arms, and face. He spent most of the time sleeping, facing the windows.

No.162: Nepalese man: He spoke English well, but we did not talk much because he was ill. Aside from COVID-19, he had cancer. He was also being used sexually.

No.163: Beverly: She is a highly emaciated 23-year-old woman. She was crying and moaning in pain because, as she said in English, ¨they want sex over and over¨. She is the favorite of the people using this virtual sex program. The nurses had to help her eat and drink because she was so weak, and throughout the night, they changed her diaper after cleaning her.

Observations: In this room, the monitors were chiming, clicking, and beeping all day and night. There was no cycle. Was this supposed to scare me and make me crazy? Was this meant as a warning that I would permanently be put into this room?

There is a new nurse I will call Nurse Ratchet. She replaced the other red-headed nurse who wore the white jacket. J. said they needed someone special to handle Daniel’s calls, especially now that he has a lawyer. Nurse Ratchet is short and stocky with a very masculine haircut of very red hair. She wears a red-flowered nurse’s top and dark pants every day. Nurse Ratchet now operates the reception desk and handles patients’ release. She takes particular energy in diverting Daniel’s calls. She laughs and cheers with the other nurses whenever she can hang up on him. For a woman who appears to be in her 50s, she acts very childishly. As I have mentioned several times, childishness seems to be a symptom of this program.

9:00 pm: I did not try to talk much to the other patients, I decided not to take the night medicine, and I sat up the entire night and did not sleep. I braided my hair to stay awake. All night, I heard loud noises from Salon Bolio as the patients banged on beds and tore at the plastic biohazard bags. The Argentinian began to come out to try to get me; the receptionist and an attendant kept him in Salon Bolio.

The night nurse who records the blood pressure is disheveled. She reads off the blood pressure but does not write it down on her paper. She used a dry cotton swab to daub my arm before giving me the Heparina shot. She appears nervous and unfocused. Instead of making an orderly path around the room for each patient, she stops in the middle and acts like she forgot who she just attended to.

I cover my head with the sheet when the nurses come around to show off ¨the baby¨. They are especially gleeful because it makes mechanical-sounding noises like speech. I do not want to see this thing or be caught looking, even though I know this is all fake.

Daniel´s notes: Lawyer SB:

7/14/21, 10:57 AM – D: Good morning SB,

I thought about our call yesterday and the topic of the patient self release form. Because this is a Spanish speaking country, I imagine this form would be in Spanish. My mother cannot read Spanish. So this form would need to be translated for her to understand it. In order to not lose time, is it possible for you to request this form from the hospital? The only other option I see outside of this is my mother allowing the Doctor or you to explain the documents contents. I know her very well, she will want to read the document rather than have it explained. Especially a document as important as this. Please let me know what you think. Thank you.

7/14/21, 11:00 AM – LawyerSB: Hi Daniel, one of my best friends is a surgeon at the Caja

7/14/21, 11:00 AM – LawyerSB: let me ask him if he can get it to me

7/14/21, 11:08 AM – D: Thank you!

7/14/21, 11:59 AM – D: <Media omitted>

7/14/21, 12:24 PM – LawyerSB: I just spoke to him and he confirmed what I told you: she can be released as long as she is not a threat to public health, so considering there is a National Emergency declared since March 2019, I do not think it would have made any difference. There is no form, she only needs to request a “Salida exigida” and they will put her to sign a disclaimer to release the hospital about any complication if she gets sick again

7/14/21, 12:24 PM – LawyerSB: So she is being released today or Friday?

7/14/21, 12:25 PM – LawyerSB: I think the problem here is the new doctor who is a prick. He could have told you the last time you speak with him

7/14/21, 12:25 PM – D: I understand.

7/14/21, 12:26 PM – D: The plan of Dr Polomo was a release today. He changed it today, for Friday. He told my mom this morning. My mom told me to prepare for the morning but we have to see.

7/14/21, 12:31 PM – D: This is what I was trying to explain before. There are doctors treating my mother who act in this way. Dr Polomo doesnt answer the questions in detail, tells me not to call on Weds specifically, only to find out her release date was today. I spoke with him Monday and Tuesday. Lastly, I am convinced now my mother was possibly sedated at yesterdays video call. She was confused about my visit yesterday like she didnt speak to me. She was in great health with no problems today.

7/14/21, 12:38 PM – LawyerSB: Weird

7/14/21, 12:39 PM – LawyerSB: If we receive conflincting information tomorrow we will be more tough

7/14/21, 12:40 PM – LawyerSB: That is tougher right, sorry about my English today

7/14/21, 12:46 PM – D: At this point my friend, I think toughness is required. Friday is the end of the week and I would hate for “something to come up” and we have to wait until Monday.

7/14/21, 12:48 PM – D: My mother says she does not feel safe at night because she is in a mixed room and only male hospital staff at night. She told me to tell you.