I have had nothing to write for the whole year. The whole year has been one fiasco after another as the government squeezes people who have left the country. You quickly discover that you are not free when you try to move out.
The United States is just that: a collective of little separate states. After you leave you realize that in any other country of the world you can travel about with only one form of identification. In the states you need another ID for each state you move to.
Try to leave and you quickly discover that you cannot be out of the country too long. It is like a very bad divorce and will cost you a lot of money to stay out.
Slavery never actually ended. You realize that the slaves were emancipated but never became naturalized citizens. Yep, freed slaves not really citizens. Then you realize that slavery never really ended – like energy, it just changed form.
Now instead of a plow you are yoked to debt.
Instead of sharecropping, you have to pay off a student loan while working for Uber in your car that you make monthly payments on while living in an AirBNB because you do not have three months of rent in your account to qualify for a studio apartment.
They said you will own nothing and be happy. Half that sentence is true. You are slowly being divested of any possibility of owning anything. Happiness is more likely to come at the end of a needle filled with some god awful flesh dissolving drug.
It is bleak. But even bleaker is the harm the U.S. has inflicted on countless millions.
Covid-19 injections. Even before that – mandated vaccines with toxic ingredients. You now see and hear of adults in the prime of life falling down dead – cause of death unknown.
Gaza. Genocide in real time, live video.
Ukraine – support of a Nazi regime? I do not think the Nazis were defeated in WWII. They were moved and rebranded. They are the Zionist in Israel. Which would explain how the orthodox Jewish population in Israel is being abused.
Greed, corruption, narcissistic behavior is everywhere. Children in the thousands cannot be located.
The children.
We are a failed species. We cannot even protect our children. Many are not inclined to raise children – too much money and too much trouble for the adults in the room who scan dating apps all day and night.
I know why marijuana was legalized – to dumb everyone down even further than the broke educational system was doing.
Porn, narcotics, criminal behavior, all just par for the course.
I had nothing to say for a year. As I watched, read, studied the unfolding events.
2020 + – the following family members died: We had a lot of funerals in just a few years.
Vernon Joseph MICHEL Jr
Birth 17 JAN 1935 • New Orleans City, Orleans, Louisiana
Death 09 APR 2020 • Burbank, California, USA
Jacqueline Virginia ELLISON
Birth 3 FEB 1938 • Washington City, District Of Columbia, District of Columbia, USA
Death 17 SEPT 2020 • Burbank, California, USA
Xavier Salvador Gomez
Birth 25 JAN 1961 • Washington, District of Columbia, USA
Death 25 MAY 2020 • Mississippi
Carmillia Mary Grimes
Birth 05 JUN 1952 • Washington City, District Of Columbia, District of Columbia, USA
Death 18 OCT 2021 • Baltimore, Baltimore, Maryland, United States
Alfred M Powell
Birth 28 FEB 1930 • Prince William, Virginia, USA
Death 29 JUL 2020 • Maryland, USA
Donna L Powell
Birth 13 SEPTEMBER 1958 • Virginia
Death 20 JULY 2024 • Virginia,USA
Rosa Lucille Ellison
Birth 7 AUG 1937 • Washington DC, District of Columbia, USA
Death 15 JAN 2020 • Washington DC, District of Columbia, USA
Brenda Sharlene Ellison
Birth 23 OCT 1947 • Washington DC, District of Columbia, USA
Death 11 MAY 2020 • Bethesda, Montgomery, Maryland, USA
Marvin Claud Ellison Jr.
Birth 28 MAY 1943 • Washington DC, District of Columbia, USA
Death 11 APRIL 2024 • Florida
Nicole Giovanni Philpot Starkey
Birth 26 SEPT 1975 • Washington D.C.
Death 20 DEC 2020 • Upper Marlboro, Prince George’s County, Maryland, United States of America
J.T. Grider
Birth Abt. 1920 Homer, Claiborne, Louisiana
Death Abt. 2020 Homer Claiborne, Louisiana, USA
Willie Clyde Myles
Birth May 16 1939 Homer, Claiborne, Louisiana, USA
Death Mar 2025 Los Angeles
Now, I just watch, read, and research. And I write. We all need to document what is happening.
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