2025

I have had nothing to write for the whole year. The whole year has been one fiasco after another as the government squeezes people who have left the country. You quickly discover that you are not free when you try to move out.

The United States is just that: a collective of little separate states. After you leave you realize that in any other country of the world you can travel about with only one form of identification. In the states you need another ID for each state you move to.

Try to leave and you quickly discover that you cannot be out of the country too long. It is like a very bad divorce and will cost you a lot of money to stay out.

Slavery never actually ended. You realize that the slaves were emancipated but never became naturalized citizens. Yep, freed slaves not really citizens. Then you realize that slavery never really ended – like energy, it just changed form.

Now instead of a plow you are yoked to debt.

Instead of sharecropping, you have to pay off a student loan while working for Uber in your car that you make monthly payments on while living in an AirBNB because you do not have three months of rent in your account to qualify for a studio apartment.

They said you will own nothing and be happy. Half that sentence is true. You are slowly being divested of any possibility of owning anything. Happiness is more likely to come at the end of a needle filled with some god awful flesh dissolving drug.

It is bleak. But even bleaker is the harm the U.S. has inflicted on countless millions.

Covid-19 injections. Even before that – mandated vaccines with toxic ingredients. You now see and hear of adults in the prime of life falling down dead – cause of death unknown.

Gaza. Genocide in real time, live video.

Ukraine – support of a Nazi regime? I do not think the Nazis were defeated in WWII. They were moved and rebranded. They are the Zionist in Israel. Which would explain how the orthodox Jewish population in Israel is being abused.

Greed, corruption, narcissistic behavior is everywhere. Children in the thousands cannot be located.

The children.

We are a failed species. We cannot even protect our children. Many are not inclined to raise children – too much money and too much trouble for the adults in the room who scan dating apps all day and night.

I know why marijuana was legalized – to dumb everyone down even further than the broke educational system was doing.

Porn, narcotics, criminal behavior, all just par for the course.

I had nothing to say for a year. As I watched, read, studied the unfolding events.

2020 + – the following family members died: We had a lot of funerals in just a few years.

Vernon Joseph MICHEL Jr

Birth 17 JAN 1935 • New Orleans City, Orleans, Louisiana

Death 09 APR 2020 • Burbank, California, USA

Jacqueline Virginia ELLISON

Birth 3 FEB 1938 • Washington City, District Of Columbia, District of Columbia, USA

Death 17 SEPT 2020 • Burbank, California, USA

Xavier Salvador Gomez

Birth 25 JAN 1961 • Washington, District of Columbia, USA

Death 25 MAY 2020 • Mississippi

Carmillia Mary Grimes

Birth 05 JUN 1952 • Washington City, District Of Columbia, District of Columbia, USA

Death 18 OCT 2021 • Baltimore, Baltimore, Maryland, United States

Alfred M Powell

Birth 28 FEB 1930 • Prince William, Virginia, USA

Death 29 JUL 2020 • Maryland, USA

Donna L Powell

Birth 13 SEPTEMBER 1958 • Virginia

Death 20 JULY 2024 • Virginia,USA

Rosa Lucille Ellison

Birth 7 AUG 1937 • Washington DC, District of Columbia, USA

Death 15 JAN 2020 • Washington DC, District of Columbia, USA

Brenda Sharlene Ellison

Birth 23 OCT 1947 • Washington DC, District of Columbia, USA

Death 11 MAY 2020 • Bethesda, Montgomery, Maryland, USA

Marvin Claud Ellison Jr.

Birth 28 MAY 1943 • Washington DC, District of Columbia, USA

Death 11 APRIL 2024 • Florida

Nicole Giovanni Philpot Starkey

Birth 26 SEPT 1975 • Washington D.C.

Death 20 DEC 2020 • Upper Marlboro, Prince George’s County, Maryland, United States of America

J.T. Grider 

Birth Abt. 1920 Homer, Claiborne, Louisiana

Death Abt. 2020 Homer Claiborne, Louisiana, USA

Willie Clyde Myles 

Birth May 16 1939 Homer, Claiborne, Louisiana, USA

Death Mar 2025 Los Angeles

Now, I just watch, read, and research. And I write. We all need to document what is happening.

Stand Up

https://onevsp.com/watch/ANruCEEoR5qXsvt

If we do not join together and fight the present tyranny, we will all be enslaved.

The book 1984 was not a fiction novel, it was a blueprint.

The movie Matrix was not harmless entertainment, it was a plan for what was to come.

We are currently at war and have been indoctrinated with war movies so we do not even know we are in the middle of a war right now. We think war is only fought with guns and tanks.

However, we are being assaulted with chemicals, medicines, and fear.

Do not comply. Research information. Unite with others.

Craziness is what craziness does…

A growing number of people are asking the question, ¨What is going on?¨ The actions of individuals and government appear to be childish, irrational, and harmful. I would add psychotic.

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-superhuman-mind/201610/10-subtle-signs-psychosis

  1. Depressed mood can be an indicator of psychosis, particularly if combined with delusional beliefs, misplaced distrust or extreme pessimism.
  2. Anxiety, including social anxiety and restlessness, can be a further indicator, particularly when combined with misplaced distrust or paranoia.
  3. Anger issues, agitation or an irritable mood, particularly after consuming alcohol or taking other substances that disinhibit behavior, can indicate hypomania, a common sign of psychosis. The anger issues can also be grounded in a feeling of grandiosity, a feeling of superiority that others “allegedly” fail to recognize.
  4. Psychosis is often accompanied by sleep abnormalities. The mildly psychotic individual may sleep very little and may suffer from sleep disturbances and frequent nightly wakings.
  5. Hypochondria is itself a form of mild psychosis. The hypochondriac has a deep and ungrounded worry about having or developing a serious mental illness.
  6. Paranoia and suspiciousness are classical traits of psychosis but they can be subtle. The afflicted may feel that most people in their family, social circles or at work are out to get them or hates them, even when the evidence does not support these suspicions. The sufferer may distrust their closest friends or family members.
  7. The distrust of friends and family members may lead to withdrawal from social circles. Sometimes the distrust is disproportional. The sufferer may distrust a family member but be too trusting of a complete stranger or a remote acquaintance. This sort of behavior can result in a lack of an actual support network and aggravate the condition.
  8. Overly rapid speech and racing thoughts can be signs of hypomania, a common specifier of psychosis.
  9. Having a strong need to lead a repetitive or simplified lifestyle and to avoid commitments and to find a complicated lifestyle or living situation stressful can be a specifier of the beginning stages of psychosis.
  10. Other subtle cues that an individual suffers from a mild case of psychosis are flat emotions and a lack of empathy (i.e., the ability to perceive others’ feelings and personality). This phenomenon, which is also known as blunted affect, can come across as a form of narcissism. Blunted affect involves a reduced intensity of outward emotional expression and is typically accompanied by a lack of subjective feelings, loss of motivation, and anhedonia (the inability to experience pleasure), except when engaging in some limited and repetitive activities.

Commercials provide a hint. Many of the drugs advertised these days are for the symptoms listed above. Here is an example.

Notice all of the possible side effects.

What happens when people are exposed to multiple drugs?

https://www.nature.com/articles/s41598-020-75888-8

https://www.usgs.gov/special-topics/water-science-school/science/pharmaceuticals-water

¨You might think wastewater treatment plants would take care of the situation, but pharmaceuticals pass through water treatment.¨

Add to this the contaminants being released into the air. Yes, many are beginning to look up and actually see those milky lingering trails in the sky.

https://www.geoengineeringwatch.org/

There is more cancer and increasing numbers of people experiencing mental issues.

https://news.harvard.edu/gazette/story/2022/09/researchers-report-dramatic-rise-in-early-onset-cancers/

https://nami.org/mhstats

https://www.cdc.gov/mmwr/volumes/70/wr/mm7040e3.htm.htm

People try to self-medicate: https://edition.cnn.com/2023/05/18/health/drug-overdose-deaths-2022/index.html

Could it be that what we are living through is being generated by pharmaceutical pollution and overexposure?

And that pollution has manifested itself in the highest levels of government?

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2023/mar/03/us-rail-workers-east-palestine-ohio-train-crash

https://www.britannica.com/event/Flint-water-crisis

https://www.childrenshospital.org/programs/center-gender-surgery-program

https://www.reuters.com/investigates/special-report/usa-transyouth-data/

https://edition.cnn.com/2022/11/17/health/fda-lab-meat-cells-scn-wellness/index.html

https://www.globalresearch.ca/own-nothing-happy-being-human-2030/5728960

If the news around you does not make sense and seems crazy, well.. it is.

https://edition.cnn.com/2019/05/17/us/drag-queens-recruited-to-help-with-pride-event-trnd/index.html

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The first thing to do is realize there is a problem, join with like-minded individuals, and make changes. Begin with educating yourself on the situation. Make an individual plan and a community plan. Realize that it is up to you; no leader is going to pop up and save the world. It is up to you.

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Note: This is what happens when you begin to search out information that certain entities do not want you to see:

https://malone.substack.com/p/understanding-mass-formation-with Mattias Desmet.

The Hospital: Never Again

This January 30th, watch the important Documentary Series by Vera Sharav on CHD.TV

https://live.childrenshealthdefense.org/chd-tv/events/never-again-is-now-global/

Never Again Is Now Global — A Five-Part Series by Vera Sharav

Mark your calendar — Watch the GLOBAL PREMIERE on CHD.TV January 30th 7pm EST | 4pm PST | 6pm CST

https://live.childrenshealthdefense.org/chd-tv/events/never-again-is-now-global/Never-Again-Is-Now-Global-Trailer/

The Hospital

June 27th – July 19th, 2021

Sunday, June 27, 8:30 p.m.

The Hospital

Sunday evening, I felt drained and tired but had no fever. It had been two weeks of being sick, with mid-range fevers, congestion, and fatigue. Maria called an ambulance and insisted I go to the hospital. I wanted to wait till Monday, but everyone seemed concerned that I go right away even though I was in no pain and was not short of breath; I just kept having fits of coughing. There was a question about where I would go – CIMA or the state hospital. My feeling was that going to a private hospital would be better. Maria said it was less crowded – I told her I would go to the less crowded one. My son Daniel (who was also very sick but recovering) heard me say that. Instead, Maria told the ambulance driver to take me to the state hospital.

Emergency Room

The ambulance ride was long and I was hooked up to oxygen as we traveled to the hospital. No one talked to me as I watched the flickering car headlights and passing streetlights reflected on the ambulance ceiling, unsure about what would happen to me. The attendant in the ambulance had a thick pad of forms he was filling out. But I noticed he would write, stop, then look out the window, and never finish the form. He had a very distracted dazed look in his eyes. We arrived at the emergency entrance, and I saw we were in central San Jose, but I was unsure exactly where. I clutched my travel pouch with my important papers, credit cards, phone, and charging cable. As I was wheeled through the double doors I first saw that the walls were painted a dark green, and the light was dim. An obese woman was lying on her stomach on a hospital bed. The nurses were cracking jokes. All the female nurses were very young and acted silly, posing for each other and teasing each other. So, I found the place odd before I was given any medicine or injection. Why were all of these people joking around when sick people were there? In the past, I have been in emergency rooms in the U.S., usually with bright, white walls and solemn, filled with quiet ill people, so I found everything here strange.

After moving me to a hospital bed from the ambulance gurney, an English-speaking nurse asked to give me a PCR test. I questioned her about it; I wondered if there was another way to test if I had COVID – she said no – this was the only way they did it at this hospital. She said they would not treat me if I did not take the test. So, I decided to have it done, remembering that my son had been tested this way and had not been harmed by it.

When the nurse stuck the swab far up my right nostril, it was very uncomfortable. I cringed a bit. Then she stuck a swab far up my left nostril, I flinched back and uttered, ¨What the hell! ¨ I saw a flash and a small sepia-colored microchip shape with this label [#13].

Next, a nurse came with various shaped vials and large syringes and drew blood from my left arm. That arm has the best veins. Another nurse walked up with two large needles and said they needed to take arterial blood samples. First, she took a sample from my left wrist. Another nurse held my arm still – it felt like something was being injected into my wrist rather than drawn out. I was shocked at how badly this procedure hurt. The nurse came around the hospital bed to take a sample from my right wrist. She tried it without the other nurse holding my arm. Again, the pain was intense. But she had to try again because she missed the vein, and it felt like something was injected into my wrist rather than drawn out.

They wheeled my bed into a dark side room, and I dozed off for a short time. After about 30 minutes, a male nurse walked into the room, a female nurse stood solemnly next to him, and without looking directly at me, he stated in a very flat voice that I tested positive for COVID. They then turned and walked out. A few minutes later, the same male nurse returned and said he needed to take all my clothing and someone from my home would have to pick it up. A female nurse helped me undress and put on a faded pink hospital gown. She then put my clothing into a black plastic trash bag. A few minutes later, the male nurse returned and said he needed to take my papers and phone – everything – due to some new magisterial order! I reacted strongly against this because I would be left in this hospital without identification; I did not trust giving anyone my personal belongings – especially my phone. But the male nurse proceeded to tug the things out of my hand and put everything in the bag with my clothes. A few minutes later, a female nurse came in with a form with my name and ID printed and asked who they should contact to pick up my belongings – she emphasized that these things had to be picked up immediately. I told her to call Maria and Carlos, whom I knew had their car and knew where I was. Their number was already listed as a contact because Maria was the one who had called the ambulance. I asked what time it was, and the nurse said around 10:30 pm. I also asked where I was, and she said The Hospital. I was then wheeled into a larger room where there were other patients – I could not see anyone well because my bed was in a flat position, and I dozed off, worried about what I had gotten myself into.